I wasn’t planning to meet Michael Jackson.  I was not his fan.  I didn’t have a clear idea about him.  But anyway it was part of my destiny to be around him.  I didn’t decide it, like I was saying, my life simply took me there.  I’m a professional photographer, I work with models on my studio, and also make special sessions with some artists for magazines.  Someday I receive a call and they invited me to join a secret project.  It was “something big”, they told me.  The money was good. But they couldn’t give me a lot of details because they want it to keep it in absolute secret.  So, I accepted because I knew that people.  I did worked with them on other projects before.

When I arrived where they told me, I saw immediately the proportion of the job.  It was something big indeed.  So many cameras, computers, lights, props and people working on there… a lot of people, but no any kind: The best cast ever.  I secretly admire a lot of them.   So, I was there very curious and once I found the person who contacted me, I asked him:  - Ok… What is going on?, What’s this all about?

He smiled to me, and told me:  - Is a Michael Jackson’s movie!

- A movie, or a video clip? - I asked again.

- A movie…  he is the director.  And he is the main actor, too. - He replied.

- Wow… I didn’t know he is also a movie director.

- Well… This project is private.  Is something for him, not for commercial distribution.

- I see.- I replied.

- If you knew Jackson, you would know he loves to direct, and create… be on everything. - He add.

- I don’t really know him.- I said.

- Is funny hear you to say that… everybody think they knows him.   Anyway… Here is him.

And suddenly I turn my self following where he was pointing me, and I saw him standing on my back. 

The guy told Michael.  - This girl says she doesn’t know you.

He smiled at me, very nice.  And as any human being, he offers me his hand, and tells me:

- Hi, my name is Michael Jackson.  Nice to meet you.

I was shocked.  I really didn’t have a preconceived idea about him, but I didn’t expect to meet him there.  And I didn’t expect to find he was so humble…  I did worked with other superstars and I have a whole different idea about them.   And by the other way… I thought he was so handsome.  He had this young shape and look, despite his age.  He was on his forty’s. 

So, thats how I met him.  Rolling his own movie.   I made for him thousands and thousands of pictures.   That’s how we get to know better each other.  He was pleased with my work.  And it wasn’t hard to start a friendly relationship. 

I remember I loved to fool around with him, every time we could.   I felt so comfortable at his presence, that I just let my self go…  I felt  free to be with him who I am.  So once, he was posing on a very provocative pose…  and I felt he was a little bit nervous, not 100% comfortable.   So, I asked…

- What’s the matter? 

- I don’t know… Tell me the truth.  Do I look good? I mean… is not ridiculous, me posing like this?

I look at him straight to his eyes.  I smiled, and I left my camera for a moment.  Then I walked to him, and I whisper on his ear, this:

- You look so damn fine, that maybe I will ask for a nude session. 

He liked my compliment.  From that moment he felt released too.  And he showed me him self on a flirtatious mode during the whole session.  That was great for the pictures.  And for me too.

On the several weeks, he called me a lot by phone. 

I picked the calls and I say:  - Hello?

He didn’t replied as everybody does…  he started to sing me, whatever he had on mind.  And if I didn’t named him… He could be singing there a whole album… or he stops and then asked me…. - Hey, guess who is calling you?

And sometimes I liked to tease him… so I replied:  - Oh, I don’t know… but, you have such an amazing voice.  You must be Prince.

- No, girl… I’m not Prince!

We had this amazing connection.  And I guess no one had the plan of falling in love with the other.  But it happens.   Our friendship turned on a very fast way to something more deep.  The sexual attraction was in there from the beginning, but for work reasons I guess we both tried to keep it behind. But, like everything in life, someday you reach the point where you can’t hold your feelings anymore.

I always felt attracted to older men, but on this case, was more than just that.  I found in him a very sweet person.  It wasn’t hard to me to start to love him.  He was also very funny and warm, out of his many talents.  We have a large difference of age, but I will not lie if I say: I never noticed that being with him.   We both were so alike in many things.  We both enjoyed to play around, but when it was “time to work” that was sacred.  We are very professional.

So, the first time we were together, was very exciting. We went to the movies one night.  And after that, back in his car, we started to kiss very passionately on the backseat.   The car was moving, the driver was taking us to my rental place on that city, and the idea was to say goodbye there, each of us to their places.  But those kisses on the car were so hot and intense… I felt him moaning a lot.  Our breathing was noisy.   So, suddenly I just got an idea, and I told him:

- Hey… don’t you want to pass to my home, to eat something?

- Sure, why not?

- mmmmmmm… but, I don’t have anything to eat in home actually.- I finally add.

He laughed with that sparkly eyes that he has. 

- You don’t have any food, but you are inviting me anyway to your home.- He said laughing.

I just nodded smiling.  I knew I haven’t food there.  I was renting that place only for a short stay.  I always eat in other places.  In fact I only had a fruit, some yogurt and a bottle of water.  Obviously I was inviting him to convert him in my special dish that night.

So, he opened a front window to talk to the driver and told him:

- Hey, listen… I will go to her place, to “eat something” (by saying that, he gave me a look, with laughter in his face)… and I need to ask you to buy us, some food and a bottle of champagne.  Bring us some Asian food, that would be nice.  And call me when everything is ready, okay?

We went to my place.  It was a very comfortable apartment, not very big, but clean and pretty. No one in the building saw us, and that was a relief.  I opened the door, and as soon as we entered to the place, he had me against the wall, to continue with our kisses.  The lights were off… and I tried to find the switch while we were kissing.  Suddenly I turned on the lights… and he react:

- Oh, no lights, no lights… I like the darkness.

I turn them off, and I couldn’t not ask:

- Why is that, uh?

- I feel more comfortable on the dark.- He said with some sadness in his voice.

- Like a cat.- I replied.

- Yes.- and he giggled a little bit.

Anyway I knew what was happening.  He had this insecurities, that I couldn’t understand, but I knew he had them.  I could notice that from our photo sessions. So, I told him:

- You are beautiful.

- No, you are.- He replied.

- I want to see you with no make up on.

- What? no…-  He took a distance from me, and covered his face with both of his hands.

I approached my self to him, and I took his hands from his face.  He was looking at the floor.  Then he said:

- Why are you doing this?

I kissed both of his hands, and his eyes…  Then I said:

- I think I love you.  And if you ask me why I invited you to my place, I would say:  I invited you here to make love to you.  Not to eat, I don’t even want to eat!  So… Why I am doing this? Is because… I want to know you better.  With no secrets.  Totally nude for me.    May I?

His eyes turn a little wet, but he was calmed.  He said:

- Okay… you can have me like that.

So, I started to undress him, slowly.  Kissing his warm body while the clothes falls to the floor.  I had in my purse some cleansing tissues to remove make up, and I started to clean his face, starting with his mouth, then his eyes… and finally his skin.   He was very patient with me.  And when I finished… I stared him till he open his eyes.  Then he said:

- I’m naked now.  As you wanted.

I started to kiss him, and he started to undress me too.   We couldn’t get at the bedroom,  we just roll over the carpet of the living room.  We were hugged and I was under his body.  His long black hair falls over me, his skin was so pale, very beautiful indeed… He kissed me passionately on the floor.   Then he stopped, and stared at my face smiling.  He said almost whispering:

- I love you!

And then, he moves his self, down on me.  He opened my legs… caressed my sex with his hand, and with a very slowly movement, he started to kiss me down there.  I only could look his head, moving between my legs.  I felt an extreme pleasure.  I started to twist my body… in a way couldn’t control.  He was very good on that.  Wasn’t hard to noticed he loved to do that. 

Suddenly his cell phone starts to ring.  He stopped to answer the call.  It was his driver.  The food was ready.  He said to him quickly:

- Hey man, I love you, you are so nice, seriously, but we don’t need the food right now, so you can have it.  Please take it as a gift.

Then his driver replies something to him, so he answered…

- Oh, the champagne?  You can take it too.  But drink it on home, okay?.

And the driver had more questions to make.  He replied:

- Listen.  I don’t know, but I’m having a great time here, so, you can go home, and if I need you, I will call you.  I will stay here maybe the whole night.  Good night!

Then he told me.

- It was the driver with the food… but, seriously, I already found a delicious banquet here.

So I said:

- oh really? I want to eat too.  I’m starving.   Come on, let’s go to the bed.

We went to the bedroom, walking naked through the halls.  He let me walk in front of him, just to watch me walking naked from behind.  I knew what he was doing there.  But I didn’t cared.   He had a massive erection.  I couldn’t help to notice that.  So, once in the bedroom, I seated on the border of the mattress, and I started to caress his sex with my hands.  Touching everything… and then, I give him a blow job, holding his hips, grabbing his ass.  His sex was incredible.  It was a pleasure to please him, and to feel him all excited with me.  Indeed it was the best meal ever!.  But I didn’t want him to end right there… this kiss was just an appetizer.  So, then I moved my self, to placed me over the bed.  And he come over me walking as a panther does.  I asked him:

- Are you mine?

- I’m all yours.

- Damn, that feels so good.  May I ride you?

He placed his body by my side obeying my question. I took my time, just to enjoy the moment.  The sexual tension was indescribable.  His sex was so ready.  Damn, he looked so fine, naked over the covers.  I licked his chest, going down, till I lick his sex.  Then I placed my self over him, inserting his dick inside of me.  Slowly, softly… till he was all mine.

Then I started to move my self with passion over him.  I agitated my head back and forth,  according the movement of my spine.  The feeling of him inside of me was amazing.  I was hunger of it.  We both started to moan a lot.   I loved to watch his faces.  I knew I was turning him crazy.   I told him…

- I wanted this for so long.   To feel you like this.  To have you in my domains.

- I’m crazy for you.  I’m feeling in heaven.

I tend my self over him, just to reach his face, and I kissed him.  We both kiss deeply while we were making love to each other.   Suddenly we came.  Almost together. 

We stayed hugged a while.  And after a moment he went to the bathroom.  I was alone at the bed, smelling his perfume over the bed, sighing.   I was on that when I hear him.  He was under the frame of the bedroom’s door, standing up, wearing a silk coat of mine.  He was staring me from there.  He looked so damn hot.  His hair was messy, and his eyes were intensely looking at me.

- What’s up, uh?.- I asked him.

He didn’t replied.  He just showed me, by opening the coat, he still had a boner.  Then he said:  - This is up.

So, he come to the bed, and grabbed me from behind.  He kissed me on the head, and on the shoulders…  and started to move his self thrusting against me hard.  I started to scream, because the situation was unbelievable hot.  And after that, he fucked me from behind, touching my sex, and my breast.  The way he moves, the way he touched me, I can’t explain it for real.  His body seemed to be designed just to give pleasure.  And he knew exactly how to provide it.  I couldn’t help to scream:

- Oh, daddy… please! please…

Regardless how much we loved each other, we never could be together as a normal couple.  Our kind of lives weren’t compatibles.  But, everytime we could, we had this agreement.  We own each other, without an special commitment.  We had sporadic sex everytime we could.  And believe me, that was enough to be happy in life.