MJ-Rocks FANFIC:  

“Starving as a Wolf”

It was 1983, and I was the secret girlfriend of Michael Jackson.  Probably you never knew about me, because we never went out to public places.  We took care seriously about privacy, because Michael had many bad experiences about being exposed before.   We hang out while we was doing the album, and we share sweet moments together whenever we could, always on secret.  

For his family I was like a friend.  I was welcome at his home.  I knew everybody there, but for them I was like a buddy.   No one could have guess that we were more than friends.   Michael lived with his family.  He didn’t have an own apartment.    So that was a problem for me, because when we were in his house (we used to spend many time there, more than in other places, because there we felt safe) I always had to pretend nothing really was happening in front of other people.   And I had very few moments of real passion.   Those moments were magic, but scarce.

So, one day I just decide that I would move forward with this relationship, and that meant, I would change kisses for real “body action”.   

I told him:  Today I will make love to you.

He look at me with an scary look, and replied:  What? no…  we can’t.   Is not that I don’t want, but…  is really not possible, you see?.   Mother is always at the house, and my brothers don’t even knock the door when they want to pass.   Well, they don’t even know that we are a couple yet.     Is complicated.

I was so tired of all that.  I knew he was right, but I was feeling the urgency of go through another level.   I knew also, that he was so incredibly popular on that moment, that we just couldn’t rent a place or go to an hotel without being noticed by the media.  

So I told him:   Listen, I’m not a virgin.   I know what is this all about, and we don’t need to make it very long.  But I must have that experience with you, because I’m dying of desire, can’t you see?

He look at me smiling, with a lot of confusion in his expression.  I realize he wanted, but he was really scared of being discovered.

So, then I add:  Hey… relax.  Your brothers are busy at the pool.  Katherine is busy with the meal.  Your father is not even at home yet.    I think the moment is now, baby!.

His bedroom was a mess.  You could see toys, books and magazines everywhere.  He really had a teenager’s bedroom, even that he was on his twenties.    

He did a nervous jump, and he started to pick the things over his bed to prepare the place, all this… on a very fast way.

I laughed a little bit watching how nervous he was.  And I jumped over him.  And I said:   “You better relax boy…  I told you this will not last very much, but I didn’t mean it will be in a hurry.  No…  I want a quality time with you.  I think I deserve it.”

So I start to kiss him in bed, helping him to reach calm.   Then I started to undress him and undress me…  he help me with that.   We didn’t take off everything, only the necessary clothes.    I couldn’t not notice some spots of different color on his skin, but I did know about it.  I just started to kiss him there.  All his spots were drawing a road for me to kiss.   

At that point he really forgot that he was scared before.   He was dived into the whole situation, with closed eyes, sighing and moaning on a silent way.   Suddenly he opens his eyes and saw me smiling.  his eyes were almost closed, but open.   He said:   Make love to me.   Isn’t that what you wanted?

Omg, yes!  That was everything I wanted.    I put my self on top, and I just remove his underwear on a slow way, just to tease him good.   Suddenly his sex starts to appears for me.   He was excited indeed.   I saw his dick big and stand, in front of me, and the first thing I thought was to kiss it.  but no to give him oral sex… I mean, give him little kisses all over his sex area.    I felt I was getting so horny at that time.  I just could imagine my self being riding him.   My kisses were a torture to him…  I was teasing him badly.  He needed to tell me:   “Honey… please, do it to me.  Don’t make me beg for it.   Let me be inside of you, now.  I want you.  I want you, I want you…”

So, I started to ride him good.  Watching how his body moves up and down with respect to the headboard.  It was a hypnotizing movement, that felt so good inside of me.  I was like a girl dying of hunger with a great meal in her hands after a long waiting.   

There was a toy next to his face…   according to the movement, this toy moves forward and back, forward and back…   and it was a kind of funny, so I started to laugh.   He smiled at me, and asked me:  What is so funny?.   I took the toy, showed it to him, and then I through it to the floor…    He suddenly decide that he wanted to changed the position.    He placed his self over me, and he opened my legs on a “V”, and then he started to thrust in me deeply and fast.   He said:  “Now, I’m making love to you, girl.   With all that I got”.

Those were great times.   We never were discovered by them.   And we did it, many times after that, in the middle of toys and all his mess.   We learned to take an advantage of every moment of privacy there.   Sadly, life later took us apart for different reasons.  But I will never going to forget the wolf of the Thriller on bed.